English for Special Purpose

I was thinking about utilizing the English competences and expressing the idea of my own in English.Basically for the person growing up in Japan are hardly to be like a native speaker or returnee.
We, however, cannot be like them, expressing in English using English competence is very important; listening to his/her idea, generating my own comments, putting together phonology, syntax, and semantics knowledge, then speaking out.
Those are kind of very complicated process, and EFL learners focus on putting the various items together, that is why thinking like we do as speaking our mother tongue is very difficult. Even though we cannot do speak English fluently in various topics, I want to be like that in what I am learning and I think I should be.